Thursday, November 22, 2012

Pray for Gaza

Assalamualaikum.. 

It's 4:30 AM and I can't sleep. Everytime I try to close my eyes, all distressing images of dead bodies or injured kids will pop up in my head. Wallahi, I have no courage, no guts to watch and read news of Gaza. Everytime I watch and read them, it breaks my heart and brings me to tears. :'(

I can't comprehend why did this happen. The reality is too ruthless than I thought and how I wish it just a nightmare. I can't afford to watch our brothers and sisters been killed in a war crime. I could never imagine myself in their shoes; where no place is safe. The Zionist keep dropping bombs while Palestinians have nowhere to run and no place to hide. The innocent victims especially kids are on terror and the death toll rises everyday; hundreds of children and women have been killed in Gaza. 

What a cruel world. 

Let's keep our thoughts and prayers to the Palestinians suffering in Gaza. May they have strong heart, faith and peace. Allah s.w.t has the highest power, above all of us, above everything. Ya Allah, please protect and save our children, brothers and sisters in Gaza. Ya Allah, help us Ya Allah...  :'(



Saturday, November 10, 2012

Unwell

And it's stopped raining...


Assalam and haie dolls!!! 

So, these past few days am kinda have weird feelings.  You know the feeling of not knowing what you are feeling??? pfffft. Sometimes you feel hard to breathe like your chest being compressed by a heavy weight and sometimes the heartbeats go crazy like you just finished your 1KM sprint. Mad, upset, moron, paranoid, affected; all in one.

But I might consider few factors that lead to this syndrome;

  1. Over-thinking (due to lotsa free time huh). 
  2. Read too much? I shouldn't read what shouldn't be read. Hence, am gonna read what brings the positive vibes ONLY. Period!
  3. Unsociable. Staying in the hometown (my parents' second house in Kedah) has me completely stuck. I'm going nowhere even my parents' mobility is here. And reason being? I dunno where to go!! I can't find any good spot yet. Nak cari kedai makan pun puas fikir. sigh.

Wednesday, November 7, 2012

This!

Apparently Incik Pensyarah is really good in words. I am impressed with his liberation of subtle meanings.


You gotta check THIS out! 


Am so drifting away...