Friday, December 31, 2010

Quickie

Haie dolls!! This gonna be super quick update. Two days ago, Mama da bising,"start packing ur stuff." (since she knows yang barang anak dara dia sorg nie sangatbanyakbagainakpindahuma setiap kali nk blk KL. ngee~) N as usual I won't say, "nanti ea" or "later aite!" But always say, "OK!" It is so classical me. YES first, DO later. tehee~ :DD Ogey, tipu. Not juz 'later' but it is actually 'a VERY LAST min'. teeeet. Same goes with this time. I supposedly start packing my stuff last two days tp, sok I da nk gerak blk. And pagi buta nie baru gigih nk kemas barang. Served me rite la kn. =_='

Yet, sempat lg update blog. 

Honestly, I xde prasaan nk blk. Kurang kesedaran diri yg da nk start intern (so soon). Kusut bila fikir nak balik KL. haish. I'm totally not ready yet to face Mr WUG87 for 5 days in a week. arrrrhhh! Everytime it cross my mind, it scares me. I dunno what to expect. Tu la, dulu nk gurau x agak-agak kan. tsk.

Dia pulak bila call asyik tanya,"U bila start intern?"

YM je, "Bila U nk blk KL?"

Texting je, "Berapa haribulan U nk gerak?"

Sabar je la.

Kalau I tahu U'll take thiz seriously, I won't play a joke nak intern in ur place, tahu?! arrrrrrrhhh~!!!!!!

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~ away ~

Thursday, December 30, 2010

: ))

*petikan perbualan dr YM

dp: tp klau bukan .............. pun
dp: u r special to me

xoxo: sbb?

dp: cos ang kental
dp: diz is based on my observation
dp: tgk dia lyn ang cmna dlu

(ogey, da start sebak nieh)

dp: ang pilihan no 1 kalau nk buat jd wife

KAHKAHKAHKAHKAH!!!

Terus x dpt thn nk gelak. Dari rasa sebak sayu trus taip " :)) " (emoticon gelak berdekah-dekah kalau kt YM) hahahahahaha..

U make my day dude! LOLOLOL

p/s: Thx dude 4 being so supportive. Though we aren't originally friend (he's my ex's friend actually) but u still updating n being a good friend of mine. N it is not only him, lots of my ex's friends keep checking on me just to ensure dat I'm fine. How sweet of u guys.. Terharu.

pp/s: I still believe that Allah knows better. And action speaks louder than word. I don't have to say even a word to make them believe me. But they have that trust on me. I really appreciate it guys. xoxo

Monday, December 27, 2010

TRUTH

Haie loves!! Recently I have to say dat I've fallen in love with FS. Bukan Friendster harap maklum. Tp Formspring. hee~ :D

Sometimes wujud soalan-soalan yg menguji minda n x kurang jugak soalan-soalan yg agak kontroversi mencungkil rahsia. LOL

And the case of this guy, masuk nie da 2 kali I published soalan dia kt sini. Cos it has become my favorite questions. lalalala~ o_0 THIS is the first one. Lg 1 soalan ada kt bwh nie (just click at the pic to enlarge) ;


pergggh~ jawaapn xnk dramatik lg kn. LOL

*Amik mode jiwang sekejap*

Frankly speaking, I enjoy my single life rite now. And it is almost 3 months already. Mengagumkan. I'm SINGLE for 3 months yaaaaaw!! I can say that I never live without a guy in my life. Cikai-cikai after a day broke up mesti da couple lain da. But it was long time ago. When I'm was too young. Hidup nk lepak je. Perasaan bukan isu. 

But things different now. (tiba-tiba nada da nk mcm akak-akak. ngee~) I've grown. Pemikiran pun da lain sikit. Kalau dulu hidup enjoy je. But now, I'm more serious in life. As in there's another big issue I have to think about rather than love. Okay. Dun get me wrong. I'm not cutting guys out of my life altogether. It just that I wanna vacation from dating. Cos it might be just what I need to get re-energized.

And now, I started to love this single life! Okay. Tipu la kalau x de rasa nak org syg n belai. Tp I lagi sayang nak tinggal kebebasan sekarag. I had gave all of my heart to my past love for 6 years. And now, I wanna love myself before I love somebody. Cos I'm afraid, I can't make that 'somebody' happy. Siapa x suke kalau org sudi nak menyintai. Tapi I x nak dicintai kerana takut I akan melukai. (Okay. Skarg da rse tekak meloya)

Guess what? Being single is so much fun! When I realized that I could tune into my random impulses and favorite habits without worrying about anyone else. It just a great feelings! N guys for me rite now are more than just date material! I'm simply being friendly. As in I'm not interested in a guy romantically but rather platonic. That's all.

Nevertheless, when the time is coming. When I'm totally ready for a commitment in serious relationship. I'm surely ready to open my heart. It just that the time ain't coming yet. MySpace

p/s: Penat membebel. Just wanna ensure things are crystal clear to all MRs aite! Have a good day. *wink*

Saturday, December 25, 2010

confession.

Bila hati terlalu keras untuk menangis.

Maaf. Diri ini terlalu ego.

I'm heartless and I'm truly sorry.

Forgive me Love.

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

19.12

HAPPY 28th ANNIVERSARY!!!

to my heart-throb, Mama & Abah

I love u guys damn MUCH!!

Normally, people will say "the most sweetest couple" or "the most perfect couple." But I gotta say, they are the most tolerant couple. Believe me or not, selama 23 years old I hidup.. I neva saw them fighting. Nak tgu tengok pinggan mangkuk melayang lg la susah. Sbb I x penah nmpk Mama nor Abah tinggi suara to each other. Diorg ada rasa hormat yang paling tinggi antara diorg. And that makes me proud to have them as my parents.

Setiap kali tgk Abah, I slalu impikan punya suami mcm Abah. Penyayang mcm Abah. Setia mcm Abah. Non-Smoker mcm Abah. Tegas mcm Abah. Ketua mcm Abah. Toleransi mcm Abah. Kuat mcm Abah. Multi-tasking mcm Abah. Sume mcm Abah.

Stiap kali tgk Mama, I slalu inginkan jadi isteri mcm Mama. Adorable mcm Mama. Versatile mcm Mama. Confident mcm Mama. Bergaya mcm Mama. Kuat semangat mcm Mama. Berprinsip mcm Mama. Dihargai mcm Mama. Disanjungi mcm Mama. And she's my best role model neway.

Jatuh bgn, Susah senang, Menangis tawa mereka bersama. Sampai sekarang masih romantik. Masih sweet-sweet gitue. I kagum ngan Abah sbb die x mcm lelaki lain. Abah setia kot. I kagum ngan Mama sbb die x mcm wanita lain. Mama tahu jga diri. Mama tahu jge maruah Abah. Salute Mama!

Setiap kali solat, I akan doa utk mereka. X penah jemu mendoakan mereka. Kali nie sempena Ulangtahun perkahwinan mereka, I xkan lupa mendoakan mereka.

"Ya Allah yg maha pengampun, lg maha menyayangi. Kau panjangkanlah umur kedua ibubapaku. Jauhkan lah mereka daripada segala kemalangan, kecelakaan, kejahatan manusia mahupun syaitan. Kau permudahkanlah segala urusan mereka. Kau lindungilah mereka dari kemungkaran dan keaiban. Dan Kau murahkanlah rezeki ke atas keluarga kami. Amin."

Mama, Abah.. Kakak syg Mama, Abah sgt-sgt. Only God knows how much I love both of you.

Lots of Love,
Kakak