Monday, September 27, 2010

And I keep SMILING :)

Actually, this entry exclusively meant for everyone yg sgt concern bout me. Seriously, I'm trying to hide it at first.. That's y I x penah mentioned apa-apa in my blog that relates to my personal life or to be exact my love issue.. hmm.. Tapi apa la sgt yg I mampu buat to stop the technology sekarang rite? Dgn FB je semua org bole tahu kan..

I admit, the reason I closed my FB acc for a while hari tu was just to find myself again. To find courage and giving myself a space to breathe again. But I was wrong. I can't b a LOSER. Kenapa I nk lari? Just face it! Hell, I'm good enough to show that I'm better. To show that I'm strong. So, I active kan balik my FB acc.. And to my surprise, I never knew that ramai lg yang care bout me. Yg syg I.. Yg jaga I.. And yg risau pasal I.. Seriously, I sgt terharu... Sumpah! Syg korg sgt2... ♥

Ada kwn skolah yg x penah bertgur pun dlu.. Xpenah rapat pun.. X penah jd kwn in fact.. Cuma setakat kenal semata 1 skolah je.. But when d news spread, I've recieved lots of love from them .. Sent me a msg jauh dari Scotland to show that they're always with me. That they are care.. Bg semangat dekat I.. Terharu weih.. Tbh, I didn't cry - not a single tears dropped since our breakup. Tp I nangis bila diorg concern psl I.. Support I. :') Ada yg buat entry special for me.. Hati mana tak tersentuh bila ada yg sudi buat entry special kan.. Thx NQ. Thank you so much dear. I always believe, Allah tue Maha ADIL..

Sepatutnya I mestilah frust kan, but magically No. I didn't feel dat way at all.. In fact, I bahagia sgt cuz dpt byk kasih syg dr org lain yg lebih hargai I. How lucky am I rite? So, tell me y should I feel sad? Y should I cry? X perlu kan? Cuz I x rugi apa-apa pun.

Plus I tahu.. I da gave my best.. N there's nothing left dat I should regret. Nope. I x nyesal pun for what had happened. Even sekecil zarah.. Xde lansung rasa menyesal. 

So, girls... Don't worry okay. I am fine and I'll be fine. Betul. :))

N I love u guys. SANGAT! xoxoxo


Monday, September 20, 2010

HELLO again

Yeap!. I da smpai Shah Alam. weeeihuuuu~ Selamat pulang ke dunia student. (nada x redha) *sigh*


Goodbye Langkawi.. =___=


Owgeyh, da almost smpai KLIA.


Yeish, welcome back.

p/s: Thank God hari Isnin I mmg xde class. So, smpat lg nk siapkn assignment. ngeee~

bukan PLAYER

Last entry mengharapkn dapat settle assignment kan . Tp HAMPEH! X buat satu pun okay. ngeee~ Pagi-pagi abah kejut suh siap g open house ahli parlimen langkawi, Datuk Bakar. Then nk trus antar adik g Jeti.

I thought smpat je nk kuar ngan En Que lps antar adik. Then straight away g jumpa Mie. (waaahh~ statement player sgt. huhu..) Mmg sempat. Tp cm rushing sket. huh. =__= Iyeala, dr open house nk blk uma dlu, tukar bju. Pastu g Pekan Kuah. Trus nk 'date' ngan En Yusme dkt Habour Park lak. ngee~ Adoi~ Serious jadual pack. Tp nk buat macam mana, tue je masa yg ada nk jumpa ngan diorg.. The next day I da nk blk Shah Alam da. huuu~

But it's worthy. Cuz I did have fun. Indeed. :DD


Like always, I heart candid pic!! :D


Especially THIS! Look at his face. Serious kelakar. hahaha..


Yeap, thi is En Que. *wink*


With the bachelor, from left: Zairie, Shukry, Me n Que


Eh, pose bole sme lak ngan En Que. ngehngeh~ N yeah, yg bju hjau tue En. Kimi. :) Kawan sekolah rendah I gak.

Sgt best lepak ngan diorg. It's like mini reunion lak. hehe.. Mcm biasa, I sorg je girl kt situ. Nak buat mcm mana, I ada kwn lelaki lg ramai dari prmpn dkt Langkawi. Diorg ajak lepak since I dah nk balik Shah Alam. Tue pun masa I da nk gerak blk, diorg tahan x kasi balik lg.. But I really need to go cause da lewat. So long boys!

Another 'date' lak.


So, diz is Harbour Park. Best kot kt cnie.. Mmg da plan ngan En Yusme nk lepak sini sbb nk tgk sunset. Romantik x? Eh eh. T_____T


En Yusme really loves diz pic. Dia ckp mke ktorg berseri-seri macam baru nikah. HAHAHA! Geli2.. ;p

Paling best bila dia kasi surprise. He asked to close my eyes and pakaikan I gelang nie. Adoi~ apsal ko sweet sgt nieh. Bole jatuh cinta tahu. *faint*

Nie la gelang yg dia beli masa dia transit kt Sabah hari tu.. Though it ain't an expensive gift but I love surprise! (and of course it's the thought that counts)  Kalau petik bunga tepi jln kasi pun I da terharu. Sumpah! :DD

U guys really AWESOME! I really have a great time. Betol! Cayunk kamu sume. X-O-X-O

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

r a n d o m

Salam Ramadhan everyone.. How's your day? Okay x puasa? And what bout ur Eid's preparation? Msti ramai yg da ada bju raye kn.. Mama I masih gigih menyiapkan baju raye I. huhu.. I got so SHOCKED bile kira baju raye I da almost 6 pasang.. Aiyoo~ Byk sgt tue.. Then I told Mama, it's ogey, if x siap yg d last one.. I still got 5 Mama. heh. =__=' Cuz d fact is, bukan I nk pakai sgt baju raye tue time hari raye.. Pakai mase raye first jer.. Pastu mesti da cari suar. huhu.. Baju2 tue sume sebenarnya utk g claz jer.. Tue pun I juz pkai for some time jer.. So, I kinda dun mind bout how many baju raye I have. Mama jer risau lebih. huu~ T___T

Orait, enough bout baju raye. Skarg nk cter psl buka puasa td.. huhu.. Pg td I x join Mama g PC. Abang n adk2 jer temankan Mama.. I ke mane? Harusla melayari bahtera mimpi ke Paris. ngehngeh~ burok kan perangai. hee~ (^_^)v So, I dun have any idea yg Mama n Abah dpt lg invitation break fast in d hotel. Bila diorg da blk baru I dpt tau.. Tp wat makes me got so EXCITED is Abah n Mama wanna bring us along. owyeaaaaahhh~


Here we are, Hotel Bella Vista Langkawi. *gambar ehsan Google*


Maaf krn kualiti gmbr yg teruk. n___n


En Jamaludin b. Majid. Abah merangkap guardian I. Dew brani? ;p

My Abang and he got Mama's eyebrows.. Sgt chantek tawu. Cm kening pmpn. X puas ati I. huh. ;p


Si kecik tue bz ngan PSP jew.. heh. (",)


2 lil brothers of mine. Adik n Bang Cik. (^_*)


Mama suda b'gaya dgn handbag baru dia.. It's Abang's gift for her birthday.

Overall, I sgt SUKA!! Cuz diz time ktorg adik-beradik xyah g berbuka kt KFC lg while Mama n Abah berbuka kt hotel. huhu.. N d most important thing is, makanan kt situ sume sdp2 ogey.. Masih t'bayang-bayang nieh. Adoi~ =__='