Sunday, March 21, 2010

wanna have my LIFE again.

Nape ntah, skarg da mls gle nk g claz.. Adoi~ rse cm x redha je tiap kali nk kne bgn g claz tiap2 pg.. Rse cm mls gle cuz ble pk nk kne panjat tangge yg maha tinggi 2 tiap kali nk g fakulti. Arrhh!! (I noe, I juz can't stop complaining. But dat's d fact dat I have to face.) Benci!!
I hate part 4! So many assingments, nk wt keje group asgnment pon da x enjoy skarg, hidup pon cm x teratur je. Arrrhhh lg!! xske2!!

Bile weekdays je bdn trus jd lemau (cm x b'maya).. Then, weekend lak sibuk cover tdo.. + xde smangat nk wat keje.. Sgt la x besh!! Kali nie je I rse cam x enjoy sgt student's life.. huh. I love being a student, SUMPAH! (p/s: not a high school student. I dun like school. I love the U's life) Mmg rmai lg yg ske life budak skolah. But not me. Mmg dr kecik, I da b'angan-angan nk msuk U..Despite I dun really like school, tp I sgt rajin g skolah.. Mcm baek je x penah ponteng skolah kn.. (siap jd prefect lg kot.haish, x bley blah..) But the truth is, I hate assembly, I hate to wear school's uniform, I hate to wear school's shoes, I hate d bell's ring, blablabla.. Plus I plak duk hostel.. Lg la.. Byk sgt rules yg nk kne follow..

Dat's y, I xnk msuk pra-U.. Though my teacher asyik kol pujuk msuk pra-U, but I stick wit my decision.. There's no way am going back to school.. Wear school's uniform/shoes, n assembly again?? a BIG, FAT NO! I'm 18 at dat tme, I wanna have sumthing dat I can decide for myself.. I wanna do on my own. Hate to follow the rules..

Time Dip smpai la Dgree last sem, x rse t'tekan sgt though ada rules gak kne follow tp u still can wear anything u want, u can decide either wanna go to d claz or not, u can eat whenever u want to, etc.. Tp sem nie, I seriesly t'tekan dgn jadual claz I n ngan tibe2 wujud sistem b'palang nk masuk every faculties and the idea of park the car at pdg kawad - they are all BULLSHIT! arrhh!!


So, this is I wat I do every nite in weekends.. Watching my fav series - One Three Hill til 6 a.m. (can u believe dat?) I da xde mood nk wt keje.. Cuz I rse tiap2 ari (in weekdays) da asyik ngadap keje, then ble weekend je I da xnk wt pape da.. Truk kn? haish.

Thursday, March 18, 2010

[ Great Friends = Great Movies ]

Ingt x, in my previous entry I penah mentioned yg I x ske cter yg kejam2 kn.. Tp lately nie, I byk lak tgk action movie.. Huu~ I sndri pon cm x bley cye.. heh. I x brani nk byk songeh kn sbb org yg blanje.. ngee~ So, redha je la.. Tp ble da abesh tgk, I cm pretty enjoy jugak la.. huhuhu.. cter2 yg I tgk tue mmg kejam tp since time part bunuh2 tue xde shot yg close-up sgt kn.. So, I cm bley jugak la nk tgk.. Though ada gak certain part, I akan ttup mte ble part yg sgt kejam... Klau stakat scene tembak2 cm g2 je, I ok lg.. Jgn close-up part tikam2 ke, cungkil bji mte ke, etc.. tue I mmg x bley blah.. huu~

Ouh, John Travolta.. He's so funny dlm cter nie.. Mke da gns abesh, tp klakar.. So, I xla stress sgt kn.. Seriously, I cm t'jatuh chenta lak kt cter nie.. ngee~

Hero cter nie, chummel.. geessh~ Mcm besh gak cter nie even geli je tgk kpale Uma Thurman.. huu~ Again, I enjoy watched diz movie.. =DD

Last but not least, Solomon Kane.. Ouh, die hero tue yg macho n sgt style tme fighting. hee~ (^_^)v Wat else I can say, I simply love it. huhuhu..

Insan2 yg b'ati mulia blanje I tgk wyg mmg besh. hu3.. Cm tau2 je I ngah broke + stress N at d same time ada hati nk enjoy jugak.. Sbb... I need it. I need to go out, I need to stop thinking bout asmnt 4 a sec, I need time for myself. heh. (nada m'berontak sket.hu3..) Thx to Que n Wan.. =DD Ampa mmg t'baek la.. huu~


Que - Kwn I since dr skolah rendah lg.. Sma2 satu claz dr standard 6 (I guess) smpai form 1 (cuz form 2 I da pndah skolah laen da..) Tme skolah, xde la close sgt.. I penah slapped die tme form 1 dlu.. huhuhu.. (x tau die still ingt ke x.. hopefully die da lpe..ngee~ sbb lps 2 I da rse guilty sgt kt die..hehehe..) =p Reason y, sbb die bising dlm claz tme tue.. (I ketua claz merangkap prefect skolah. - cewah~ smpat lg nk poyo. ngee~) (^_^)v I mmg allergic sket ngan bising yg t'lampau.. Mmg t'amat benci attitude yg ske wt bising gle2 mcm dunia die yg punya.. (xspecially girls yg ada attitude cm g2.. bg I tue prangai kg sgt.. heh. sowie t'kutuk.. i dun give a damn.huhuhu..) Ogey, back to Que.. Ktorg start jpe blk ble da smbung dgree kt S.Alam.. Then we start to be a good friend. He's so nice and a really-really good friend of mine.. Die la jugak guardian I kt cnie ble tme bf I xde.. Time nk blk Langkawi, die kne tmnkn (mind u, I nie kn STM-short term memory loss bab2 jalan nieh..) So, die kne tmn.. Otherwise, I mmg akan sesat. huhuhu.. Die bg option kt I, "Nk aku blnje mkn ke muvie?" heh. Npe x bley blanje 2-2 ea?? So, die blnje I tgk Percy Jackson n blablabla tue.. hehehe.. Thx buddy. (^_*)


Wan - Diz lil guy, I da anggap mcm abg sndri.. Though die kecik comey n x layak nmpk cm abg pon tp since he's older than me so, I respect die mcm abg I sndri.. hehehe.. Xde duit, die la kasi pnjam.. Xde duit nk mkn, die bwa kuar blanje mkn.. Xde kdt, kasi topup.. Ouh, he's so kind.. I start rapat ngan die tme I msuk S.Alam gak.. Then, skarg die da grad.. Da keje da pon, dat's y die senang hati menolong I in terms of money support.. Die always says, "Phm student's life cmne.. Slalu xde duit.." baek kn die? Sgt! huhuhu.. =p Cter From Paris with Love n Solomon Kane, beliau la yg blnje.. huhuhu.. Thx Bro!! =DD

p/s: C, I'm not a player k.. My bf tawu jew ble I kuar ngan diorg.. Dun simply gossip bout me alrite.. huh.

Monday, March 8, 2010

Chapter 2: ♥ weekend!!

Last two days, I g amik my bestie - YaT dgn tujuan asal utk lepak2, minum2, mkn2 je. heh. Alih2, YaT tetibe je tnye Alice in Wonderland da kuar ke blom..? haish. Bdk nie~ sje menguji nafsu I g tgk movie tau + beliau m'offer lg nk blnje kn... adoi~ nie btl2 menguji iman di dada nie. huhuhu.. Tapi demi nk m'buat keputusan yg tepat, org ckp "Maut jgn dicari, Rezeki jgn ditolak".. ha~ trus bley decide! YES to movie darling~ huhuhu..

Semangat je I drive g smpai Sunway kn.. cam confident je ingt jln.. Naseb la jugak kn bley gak smpai.. heh. Trus g tgk ticket dlu.. Unfortunately, Alice in Wonderland da full house.. So, ktorg da blur x tau nk tgk cter pe.. Mmg da lari dr plan asal.. hmm.. End up nye ktorg tgk cter NINE. Klau prasan, Astro kerap promo cter nie b4 kuar.. So, at least I got d idea bout d movie itself..


Ogey, NINE - Thank God I x g tgk cter nie ngan bf.. Klau x, confirm die tdo je.. huhuhu.. NO, cter nie x boring actually. It juz klau org bkn b'seni sgt cm my bf kn (a logical person), they wont understand d movie.. Sdgkn YaT 2 pon da almost nk tdo, niekn boys yg mmg x layan cter slow.. heh. As for me, cter nie di ibaratkan cm kte tgk Musical Theater tp dlm edisi special iaitu kte tgk kt cinema.. Bkn tgk org b'lakon kt stage.. Yet, d gud picture yg I bley bg bout diz movie - mmg mcm teater.. huhuhu.. But I can say dat I'm pretty enjoy it.. Though mle2 I cm bengong2 sket cuz x phm storyline die.. Then ble da abesh, I got d whole msg..

p/s: It is a gud movie exspecially for guys yg mengalami masalah dgn kemahuan dri sendiri.. In other words, org yg confuse dgn pe yg die nk.. huhuhu..


Babe, THANKS for d treat, THANKS for listening, THANKS for understanding, THANKS for b supportive, THANKS for be my gal + sister + twin (Oli 2), THANKS for EVERYTHING! Aku taw ko allergic dgn ayt jiwang2 nieh (huhuhu..) tp aku SAYANG ko babe!!
p/s: nti blanja aku lg! hahaha.. =DD [kidding2!!]

Sunday, March 7, 2010

♥ weekend !!

Weekend - owh, how I adore it so much! Days dat I always waiting for.. The only days dat I have to indulge myself as in; I could get perfectly my 8hours sleep at nite, have a shower + home spa by myself.. it's a time to unwind and it is so delightful.


p/s: u can call me d SATURDAY girl. =DD

Friday, March 5, 2010

** it's DIF-Ferent **

Juz finished watching movie.. Tgk cter 'My Name is Khan' rmai2 dpn pc housemate.. Masing2 nk rilex after blk claz td.. Maklum la.. Minggu nie mmg bz gle dgn asmnts.. Naek gle dibuatnye.. Dlm satu ari bley dew 2-3 presentations.. Asmnt nk kne submit.. Test lg.. Adoi~ Smpaikn tdo pon kejap je (owh, it's a matter for me - PENTING tue!), mkn x menentu (xpe, x kesah sgt..), hidup x mcm org, which mandi pon x ikut tme yg spatutnye. Kdg, pkul 3-4 pg baru smpt mndi mlm cuz bz ngan keje, then pg pkul 8.30 da nk kne g claz. Mndi lg skali.. heh. Pas2 d whole day stay kt fakulti, mlm baru smpai uma.. Owh, sgt chaos klau nk cter.. My leg pon da start sengal2 cuz I rse kaki I t'lalu stress kne panjat tngge yg maha tinggi tiap2 ari. Terima kasih UiTM!! huh.



Anyway, back to 'My Name is Khan'.. Cter tue besh.. I mean I c the other view of Karan Johar's movie.. B4 nie, cter die cm byk yg cintan2 kn.. Pas2 da bley predict da ending die cmne.. But diz tme, 'My Name is Khan' is sumthing fresh n unexpected from Karan Johar. Well, I guess he did a very gud job. Yet, maybe bcuz of d hero is Shah Rukh Khan kowt.. hahaha.. Kidding! Cter tue mmg bgus. Yes, Shah Rukh Khan as well.. ngee~ He's so cute dlm cter tue. SANGAT! Tp ble part sdey, mmg I x bley blah. I nangis kowt! haish. Malu2.. Naseb baek x g tgk kt cinema.. Klau x, msti malu nk kuar.. Nti mte merah siap idung b'hingus. hahaha.. Apsal ntah, ati cpt sgt sentap skarg.. Klaw dlu tgk cter hindustan ke, drama sdey2 ke, cm xde prasan pon.. Skarg da allergic.. Even klau dgr lagu starting 'Bersamamu' kt TV3 tue pon ati da sentap.. Pas2 nk b'genang air mata. Adoi~ wat d hell is goin on with me?? Sgt plek.. (",) haish~ cik syuhada.. cik syuhada...

p/s: Hmm.. mybe prasaan kewanitaan smakin t'serlah skarg.. No wonder I TERcoretkan ayat-ayat emo seperti dibawah.. (TER ogey~) =p

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