Monday, December 21, 2009

i need HOLIDAY plzzz~

Yeish! Finally, muka I da gettin better though not fully recover yet.
But I'm ready!! Ready 4 a holiday!!
Anyone? Anyone nk bw I x? Anyone, HELL-0?? [geesh~] huhuhu.. juz kidding.

Initially, we're planned off to Hatyai-Songkhla but then we've to cancel it cuz adk I x blh pkai suar lg.heh. (die baru je b'khatan n still x recover lg.adoi~ mcm2 btl..) huhuhu.. yea, Sgt sardis. =(

I ckp kt Mama I, "Ala~ Cuti akak da nk abesh, xkn x g mne2 kowt?" Harusla wt muka kecian kn.. [ngee~]

Trus Mama I booked a boat for a trip g Island hopping. yeay2!! Dpt gak g short trip. Skew2!! but not in diz short period. Maybe after Christmas bwu ktorg g cuz skarg tgu adk I btl2 recover dlu. (x macho btl adk I nie. huh. tu la suh pantang xnk, kasi cpt baek. degil2.)


Friday, December 18, 2009

finding ME,

Rindunye kt my Blog.. I've been bz lately cuz we're juz finished wt kenduri b'khatan adk I. So, bley imagine la ble sume rakyat jelata (as in sedara mara from both sides) da b'hmpun. ngee~ But it was fun indeed. Sit together, have a chat all nite long, bring 'em for shopping (W.A.J.I.B) n yeah, ktorg g picnic jugak~ (^_^) Sgt besh kn.. (SANGAT!)


I now, da sgt CHILL. t'OVER chill agaknye.. X tau nape.. I'm so thankful 4 dat. Biasela dlm hidup nie, msti ada UPs and DOWNs kn.. It juz a matter of time n how we handle it. I think I'm ready to move on, go, go, go, go - not looking back n neva stop. I neva blame myself nor things dat had happened cuz there's a reason 4 dat. When I'm mad, I say sumthing insane, dat might hurts people n me. [It's gal stuff anyway. U won't understand if u aren't a gal.heh.] Well, I'm still ME. I mean, I neva change [WON'T perhaps] but I do regret to lose sumthing precious which called FRIENDSHIP or a FRIEND. (a real GREAT fwen. trust me.) It juz not belong to me. Dat's it. Again, Allah noes better what's gud 4 me.



p/s: So, I wish diz USED-TO-BE-FRIEND for all happiness n May Allah bless you. =DD



Friday, December 11, 2009

.:: Let by GONE be by GONE ::.

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I'm pretty LOST last couple weeks n I juz dunno Y.. My life is fucking Chaos.

1) Mke naek jerawat, then
2) Skt mte, next
3) Jd ulser lak. adoi~


I've been thinkin a lot bout myself - as in EVERYTHING. But can't figure out y diz is happen to me. I am now realize dat I t'lalu alpa dgn duniawi (sounds so BAEK kn. huhuhu) But yeah, it's a fact. D real feelings of me. I start praying n ask for having my life again. I wanna b d old ME. Being naive n innocent. But I noe, there is no way dat I could turn back d time. Past is Past.

Noe wat? Yes,I did get my life BACK!! Lps I check my result last nite. I get myself in Bliss again. Alhamdulillah, my result not dat bad. Can consider as so-so la. Still 3 pointer n above tp still x leh dpt DL. It's ogey.. Mmg 2 standard result I dr dip lg n stick in d same range. hmm~ Pew nk wt.. Huhuhu. Pas2 bley plak my fwen nie wat lawak sengal kn, " Ala, ko kn da yuhaDean, xyah la nk DeanList lg." Hampeh tul. huh. Tp bernas gak lak idea lawak bengong tue. hehehe.. (^_^)

On top of dat, I da x sbr nk blk S.Alam.. I da x kesah bout people. Lantak la pew diowg nk gosip psl I, nk tunggang t'balik kew, I DA X KESAH. All I noe is, juz two reasons napew I gewdik sgt nk blk S.Alam.huhuhu..

I xnk amik pusing hal owg laen. Klaw diowg nk amik taw psl I pown, lantak la. I nk focus on my study. DL bebeh, DL bebeh!! D to d E to d A to d N to d L to d I to d S to d T = DEAN LIST!!




p/s: Sowie kinda bengong sket pg2 cm gnie.. huhuhu..

pp/s: Diz is ME. Im a tough Woman (huh. woman kew?) ngee~

NVM

They juz immature.



p/s: "remember? I used to be a player."


pp/s: Wat a great confession. huhuhu.. N diz is a guy dat u r so in LOVE wit. Still blaming d gal?


ppp/s: Nk layan lagu "Hey Ladies" by Rossa jap. [ngee~]